(Between My Legs and in My Brain) is a self-published poetry zine about gender dysphoria, grief, love, and a deep fear of big buckets of mayonnaise.

Through a mix of text and image, I move tenderly, curiously, and vulnerably between everything that is real and everything I hope is allowed to be.

In another life, you were a pasta stain and I was a poet. But in this life, you are just another cargo-bike dad I fall for, and I am an artist making work about wanting a penis, crying in a pancake, and yes, buckets of mayonnaise.

Want one? Send me an email via lucasbraak@gmail.com